It was a beautiful sunset that day. The suns rays permeated
the atmosphere; there was a typical orange colour, and it was beautiful! But
all of it hardly mattered to me now. She was all set on leaving me. There were
tears on her face, and a quiver on her lips while she prepared to leave. The
parting wasn’t going to be easy for her too, I know.
She would never be back again, I knew. I writhed in
frustration, knowing this was the end of our relationship that was never to be
mended. There was a fire burning in our hearts only a few months ago, but it
had been doused by time. We had grown tired of each other; there seemed to be
nothing new in the sunrise everyday, while there was the same old sunset in the
horizon every evening.
She walked out of my life and house as if she were walking
out of a multiplex after watching a movie that had unexpectedly ended in a
tragedy. It was as simple as that for her. She had been in favour of comedies.
She wanted to see one when she walked into the multiplex of our relationship.
All my appeals fell on deaf ears and all my missives in the electronic medium
hardly permeated the thick covering of her heart.
She dreamt of enjoying freedom and a carefree life even
after marriage. The tonos of responsibilities marital life put up before her
were simply not digested by her. she wanted to soar on her wings to the skies
despite the fact that her wings had been clipped by a quintal of
responsibilities.
She had married because she could not resist natural forces;
moreover, she looked u; at the dignity married women walk with, she wanted it
for herself. Somewhere deep in her heart, she knew practically well that she
was asking for a few days of happiness at the cost of a life’s discomfort, and
the honeymoon had been shorter than a few days for the poor girl.
She had certainly got the social security she was looking
for, she did walk with quite some dignity, but the horde of responsibilities
she got was certainly not in the bag she expected to find after marriage.
The oppressive aura she found herself in began to encircle
her soul. She was suffocated by the atmosphere she found herself in. She wanted
to be free after all. I did my best to bring her back to my side of the wall,
but all my attempts at reparation were too late to be effective.
She eventually walked into the sunset to leave a dark,
dismal and gloomy world behind herself.
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