Discover A Whole New Word Every Day

Discover A Whole New Word Every Day
Living every new day has been like plunge into my repertoire and discovering a new word for a crossword-puzzle presented before me like a challenge that is to be solved as soon as possible. I don’t know what is the rush to solve it, but somehow, I feel it should have been solved as soon as possible. Despite all this, I know there are many more words to be discovered in the cipher before I can boast of having arrived at a comprehensive solution.

I have a long way to go before I can claim to have completely solved this puzzle, and it is going to take a long time. All words that have been discovered and all those that await a discovery need to be synchronized with the discoveries I have already made. There are a lot of alphabets that are to be aligned with those that are already on the board before a   few final meaningful words can be arrived at. These words remain a mystery to me despite all my efforts to clear the mist before me. I have been trying to solve them for a long time, and I haven’t been able to arrive at a solution for a long time. There seems to be a predestined time before which these words are presented before me in a pristine avatar.

I wish I had an idea of the exact spelling of at least some of these words waiting to be discovered. It would have been a different world for me had these words not been spelt in a vague form. I may not have wasted my time in trying to make out their real meaning if their real meaning had been clear before me at first sight.

The words that are before me now are not spelt very clearly, but I know this is not the case with the words that await a discovery. There is a typical mystery involved in them. The mystery begs to be solved, and its solution promises to be quite exciting.

Looking at all these words before me, I realise some of them have been misspelt, while several are illegible. The importance of discovering the real spelling and meaning of these words has faded into ignominy considering the inordinate delay in their discovery. Over the past few years, I’ve been able to decipher the code several of these words have been written in, but this hasn’t been an easy task for me. Nothing has ever been easy for me, so this is nothing new for me.

There have certainly been some words which have been spelt quite clearly and ledgibly. Considering the theorem that life has never been easy for me, looking at a couple of words spelt clearly along with words that have errors and mistakes has been quite a different experience for me. I had been looking at the world through a couple of prison-bars.

I can look at the world that lies beyond and can even walk through the bars to the world. It has been clear and vivid, but there has been a deep sense of remorse within me while I look through these prison-bars. I have been looking at a destination I can never touch. I can now understand what Emperor Shahjahan felt like when he looked at Queen Mumtaz’s mausoleum through the bars of his prison.

The sense of remorse is to go away, and ultimately, I shall find happiness and satisfaction in looking at these words before me. The monotony of grief and suffering can never last forever; it is to end someday, I know. Some amount of happiness and satisfaction is sure to come my way.  It is going to be like looking at dark and somber colours for a long time, and refreshing one’s vision by looking at a set of bright colours for a while. I wonder if it is going to be more than the happiness and satisfaction I experience when I witness worlds that have sentences made of these words.

When I think of it again, it is going to be easier to shatter prison-bars behind which these words are hidden as compared to opening undiscovered doors to a world that conceal comprehensive sentences behind them. Solitary words are certainly going to be easier to discover than sentences. There is certainly going to be a    sense of novelty associated with the experience, and it is going to last quite some time, but it is certainly going to fade into ignominy one day.

I wonder if it is worth all the trouble it is for me. An entire world of complete sentences lies behind each of these undiscovered doors of life, I know. Their completeness is certainly going to make them good to look at, but I wonder if it is completeness that I want to witness. Had their discovery been as essential, I would have been programmed by The Creator to discover these truths of life hidden behind closed doors. My programming must have included the code required to open all locks to closed doors, but mournfully, this is not the case.  They would not have been behind closed doors in the first instance had their discovery been as essential.

I sometimes wonder if these secret words are written as clearly as they should be to be able to spell out sentences. I’m sure no one can read the complete message at first glance because it is to be made of several such sentences. There are to be several attempts made to discover the real truth before their beauty can be unscrambled and comprehended, and thankfully, there is going to be ample amount of time in which these truths are to be discovered.

On second thoughts, the thought of there being ample time with me has been the real culprit behind my being late in discovering complete sentences. There has never been a time like today for any number of discoveries, and all of them should be made today.