Sunday, March 3, 2019

Promises Made At First Sight


Promises Made At First Sight
I want to be with you. I want to be with you for a longer time today, I want today to be elongated till infinity, I want to be with you for our lifetimes. Somehow, I know we  were destined to be together, we should be together for our lifetimes. I simply want to be in your company for an epoch  that stretches into the ether. I wonder if I share the feeling I have for you with you, but I strongly feel I can't live another moment without your company. This is what being in love is all about, I know. I love you, I feel I have always loved you, and I shall always love you.



Being with you makes me feel in heaven. I don't know whether being in heaven is going to be any better than what I feel when you are with me. I really don't want to know. It is really irrelevant. For me, this is the ultimate form of happiness and bliss, and this is going to be with me forever and a day, at least as long as either of us lives. I really hope we live a day more than everyone else will.



 I only want to enjoy your company for a longer time than anyone else can. I know it is only I who can appreciate your company in a particular format, but I do feel a bit jealous of everyone else who can even see you. I feel they can rob me of my bliss. I know this is rubbish, no one can ever steal you from me, but  being jealous is a part of being in love.



I feel jealous of all those who looked at you before today, and I feel jealous of all those who shall look at you in the many years to come. We are to witness several adventures while these people look at you, several of these adventures are not going to be very congenial, but there is very little I can do about this. Of all those who look at you, not everyone is going to be a friend, but not everyone is going to be a foe too. I guess I shall have to modify my feelings of jealousy to another form.



Today marks a point from where all of your joys and sorrows are to be shared. Happiness is multiplied when it is shared, it is said. Grief plumbs down several fathoms when it is shared, it is believed. There are hundreds of joys I want to share with you. I want you to be happy too because these few moments have made me happy. It is going to make me all the more happy if they propel even an iota of happiness within you. Of course, agents of  your happiness shall certainly propel similar feeling within me too.



I want you to share all your sorrows with me from today. I hope I  can alleviate at least some of them. I have a large reservoir of sorrows in my heart too which is full to its brim. I too want to pour out some of its potion in you. It is certainly not going to add to your cup of woes, but it is only going to lighten the one I hold. Everyday life is going to revolve around how we steer the ship of our life around our  world in a specific direction despite gusts of wind blowing all over the ocean.



It is not going to be an easy task, life never is.






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