Thinking Of You

Thinking Of You
You are my life and soul. You are going to be the elixir I have always wanted to drink. It has the potential to heal all wounds inflicted on me over the past several years by virtue of flowing through all ravines created by time within me. I want to meet you in a world that is not as nebulous as the world of my dreams is. I want to meet you in a real world. I want to touch you, I want to hold your soul in my arms, I want to hold you in my arms.



You are my moon on earth; I want you to guide me through the night before me. it is quite a cold and dark night, but I want you to brighten it up with all of the innocence and freshness you are going to bring into my world.



It is going to push me into heaven, I know. Being with your thoughts is in itself  a huge asset in itself. All those moments I spend thinking of you seem to me to be like ones I shall spend with you. Being  with you is going to being some  of the best moments of my life a bit closer than they really are.



The best moments of my life are is going to be when I hold Zeenat in my arms. I wonder what is going to be my reaction when they are finally a part of my life. I can’t even guess my reaction when you are going to step into my life.



Zeenat has been a part of me for such a long time, and I know she can be a reality only with your help. Zeenat has been a strong reason behind all my smiles, and yet I know I haven’t been able to smile in the real sense of the word for a long time. Zeenat has been in my dreams for a long time. I want this dream to be true now. I badly want to put all those creases on my face that symbolise a smile and somehow, I know Zeenat is going to bring some of the best smiles on my face.



There have been several smiles on my face, but life has also done its best to snatch most of them from my face without notice. Your thoughts put a slight smile on my face I shall retain for some time. Zeenat shall put some more smiles on my face that shall be with me for  a longer time, but all my smiles are finally going to be twisted away from my lips in a fashion I never imagined.



Life has brought before me so many ups and downs before me that I have insulated myself against all possibilities of jots and jerks I am likely to get while on my way. Life always gives its dose of jerks in a distinct manner. I am not sure if any insulation I develop now is going to serve its purpose of shielding my future also. The cover is going to lose its potentials to shield and guard me, I know.



I want to be a part of you, I want you to be a part of me. our company is going to shield each other from all kinds of sudden and unprecedented movements life makes as it takes us through our adventures. There are going to be several pleasant and unpleasant ones, but I hope being together has the potential to push away all of the sourness inherent in any of these moments.